How Do I Talk To My Mom?
Me and my mum live alone and my dad died 4 years ago. She said to me she would rather stay at work than be with me and she says I'm a lazy bitch. I've just turned 14 I know I have responsibility and stuff but she told me she has thought about killing herself. If she knew how many times I've wanted to run away and kill myself she would never talk to me. I don't
understand what she wants me to do I just feel like crying in tears but the last time I cried was at my dad's funeral. I feel so alone I can't tell my mates about it because my mums made them on her side and my whole family as well. I feel so self-conscious all of the time, if I tell my mate she will tell her mum and she will tell my mum - it's a chain of pain to me - how can you help me???